family comes first..of all means, all the time....

sebab da nak raye, tp x nak wish raye lagi...
tibe2...teringat memory pagi2 raye..
esp yg kat my house...
i'm gonna first my first one in 20 years....
bot regretting but terkilan....
for my family, you guys should know that there's nothing that i would trade you guys with... n i would trade anything to have another one moment will all of you..
MISS MY FAMILY...so much...

ok, so, as i've never wrote a post on them..here, quite a detail one...=]
meet my family....


huhuhu...miss korg sgt2...n then...
my uncle n aunty...ni still x ckup..so.xper la..hehehehe..
che jah, che je, pok min, pok me, ayah le, che jun, che ji, che la, sumah! fa rindu rindu rindu nih...hehehee


btw, one moment to arwah ayah qie....al-Fatihah....

pastu....my love-life...heee causins...syg korg sgt2....rindu2... prepare adiah untuk sy nok balik next year yer...pastu kiter gi jalam2...jgn kansel2 da...kene jadi......
kak long..kak wani...kak emie...mc ya...along...n saya...we're the perfect team...

rindu2....semue org pon sy rindu..

pastu...dtgla kanak2 yg memeriahkan raye...rindu sume....tp..
paling rindu....kat muyie bochia..waaaaa



konklusinya...sy rindu smua org..

Happy Birthday Asilah Amran

asilah sayang, selamat hari lahir ke 20....da tua da kau..=]
aku doakan you'll be blessed by him, always...
we're 15 hours drive apart, so, there's nothing much i can do to celebrate hari ko transform from baby asilah ke gadis manis asilah...=P
so, i remembered you requested a poem for you..
here it goes..
(btw, sorry x best sgt...tp aku wat ikhlas tuk kau..=])

The beautiful past memories are embracing both worlds
With bliss and happiness swathe the two distance souls
For we’ve known the serenade that the other’s hold
To keep us tight while holding onto the world of our own.

Right now, somewhere, for I’ve known you’re in pain
And all I could offer is a paper of love for you to paint
Cause everything I wish for is you to smile again

As the world keeps spinning around,
Seek for the one moment to compose the sparkling sound,
To be kept, cherished and treasured,
For us to always remember,
That along the road that we travelled,
We’ve met the blue sky high; dark unravel ocean.

Thanks to you
I thank you forever
As you, is a gift to me
To ride this secret journey
Until the light shines our hearts,
Never we’ll ever be apart,
Like a melody and harmony in love.

Nor Asilah Amran,
Happy 20th birthday... have a great eid fitr cause we deserve it more than anything..=]
sayang ko...hope you know..

lots of love,
Fatin....

[EMOSAH] [ASMAA] [AZIM]

Selamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri kat korg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sesungguh hati kitorg kat sni rindu kat korg....
mintak maaf ampun hujung rambut hujung kaki atas salah silap, terksar bahase, action sini sane...sorry sessangat...even though you guys arent here in the States, you guys are here in our heart..
for we treasure you more than anyone else... We might be half war around the world's apart, tp aku harap, we'll stay as one, like we use to..
I pray for all of us to succeed in every single thing we do,
xkirela kat sni ke..
kat malaysia ke
uk ke...
prove them that we can..as we really do can..
for we've tried and worked so hard to blow this off..
semoga korg sume have a great hari raye..
rayekan untuk kitorg sekali..
post2 la duit raye...biskut raye...
kitorg terima ngan tangan ngan mulut terbuka....
aku sayang korang.... dyorg sume pon syg korang...
see you guys when we have made it to the top!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
NOOR HANISAH ABDUL RAZAK
ASMAA" NOR WIRA
and hero kite, ABDUL AZIM ZAKARIAH

Kad raye ni kitorg buat khas untuk our other 3 pieces of heart yg ader kat Malaysia....



SAYANG SUMENYER~

WISHLIST

there are several things i would really lyke to have nowadays...
BUT....
after the 2 hours phone talk (yg tlh memanaskan telinga i) with cik hani...
baru sye sendiri sedar...
sy masih belum jumpe LEMON saye..
kat mane Lemon..
so... my top list would be LEMON...

the truth of life....Al-Fatihah

its funny how we're always back to square one, the Almighty...
i was attracted to mat per's post on realiti manusia yg hanya berpaling padanya pada masa sulit, sedih, sukar n yg sewaktu dengannya... (terasa akteli)
few months back, we lost ARWAH NUBLAN....
we grieved..
we moaned...
we cried...
we didnt forget that he died...but we forget the sharp feeling that we hd when we first hear the news...
the fear of death....
setiap ummat yg memliki rasa takut akan mati masih ader iman dihati...(heard this somewer)
i was like that... i forgot to remember that feeling..
the sharp strong emotion that rush the blood out...
iman bertambah dan berkurang... sukar bagi seseorg itu untuk mengekalkan imannya kerana manusia sering alpa dengan keindahan dunia yg terbentang...

few minutes ago.... my uncle died... n i had this rush feeling again...
n this time around, i wanted it to last...
for this feeling is what i need to keep me on the ground...
to wake me up..from the truth of life...

Al-Fatihah to uncle Zayuki...
forgiveness i seek and forgiveness i give for everything that we had within those 9 years i knew you...
for Him knows whats best... i pray for your soul to be blessed and placed with the org2 beriman...may you rest in peace.....
to my beloved aunty, i give you my heart and my strength for you to pull through this bitter moment in your life... what happen were only meant for us to go back to square one.. The Savior... lots of love...

LIFE pt 2

lupe nak upload kat cni
btw..
another amateur

The freezing hands are now warmed with tender,
and the memories will embrace the cold hearts forever,
with birds serenade the song that may decipher,
after rains pour the lullaby of cheer.

Of 2 years here were sometimes depressing,
whine, grieve and whim,
were among the colors that we paint,
when what we want were just to fit in,
and crybaby survived to sing

The sedentary dreams now live,
to feel the chance of victory at least,
with solitude fates passes in phase,
for us to grow hope and begin to believe.

Regardless in Europe, India, States or land of the moo,
may happiness fill your each day through and through,
for you are my friend, and will forever do.

Life

The freezing hands are clinging onto the wounds of the past
Tears, moan, whine;
Turning against the true meaning of the story
For a cold heart, in the vein of yourselves
Melts with a warm hug, like a frost.

There will forever be sorrow and loneliness
With man endures searching for a sanctuary to mend
To front days into the room of happiness

Fates play
Even though it makes your heart ache
And a ray of light
May descend from darkness for us to grasp
To feel the fierce painful touch
To discern a persons warmth
As beautiful as it is miserable
For the great time is ephemeral.

We name this LIFE.


Fatin Wahab, Jan 2, 0033

my second poem. enjoy..
sorry...amateur..

self-reflection

kadang2...
kiter x sedar yang ape yg kiter cakap kat org adalah refleksi diri kiter sendiri..

kadang2...
kiter x sedar yang perbuatan kiter boleh menyakiti org laen..bukan kah ini dosa..?

kadang2..
kiter ni bodoh dalam menilai seseorang...yang kiter tak kenal..or da lame kenal...

kadang2...
kiter ni jahil dalam ilmu agama... niat dihati ingin mendidik orang laen mengenai agama..namun tak sedar yang ditulis itu terkena batang hidung sendiri..tp alhamdulillah..niat tu ade...

tapi kan...
kalau x buat judgement kat org lain x sah kan
kalau x kritik ape yang org lain buat x boleh kan
sebab kiter rase
ape yang kiter buat semua betul
ape yang kiter kate semua sah
ape yang kiter tules kenyataan

saya bercakap pasal diri sendiri.
jahilnya diri....
haih....


da da...
exam mood...
chaiyok to all ib students!!
=)

beauty of life

It's all right to weep
In times when you feel like crying
But hey! Don't thrust yourself
If your tears run dry, try to grin
There see, you're already smiling.

There's insecurity in the future
But never surrender to its radiance
Possess the bravery, nail the barrier.

Things you've reached
Don't let it go
Or it will barely be a memory
And these cloudy times will just be debris.

Here you are,
Quivering in the darkness of the night
Save for you, you're not alone.

And day by day, every night, far and wide
Closely seize your small tender
If its only because of this sore fever
Destiny will comes around forever
Cause now the stories have just BEGIN.

fatin wahab, Nov 15, 1346


p/s...my first poem... comments are needed..=)

a Silent reality..

tomorrow my TOK presentation...
then..
bile i scroll down my points...
i have this one thing to summarize..

pleasing yourself should comes along with NOT-OFFENDING others.

cakap senng..nak apply tu yg the hard part to all..
ingat balik banyak gler benda yg i did it for my own sake...
selfish me..
thousands apology to anyone that might terase hati or nak marah ke..
agama ckp , bile kiter sedar sesuatu yg kiter buat tu salah, sampaikan lah kepada org laen juga...agar dpt keberkatan daripada apa yg kite buat dan org laen yg tak sedar tu pun bley tersedar..
so..
kepade sape2 out there yg still think the world revolve around korg jer..
lets change for the sake of others as well...
we might have the freedom of speech, freedom of actions...
tp everything has its own limits...
and those limit lines are as thin as our hair...
once we broke the line..forever will fall apart...
org akan slalu take us on the -ve side...

papepun...
presentation esok...
gud luck to ME!!~
LOL...=)