Tuesday, July 28, 2009

the truth of life....Al-Fatihah

its funny how we're always back to square one, the Almighty...
i was attracted to mat per's post on realiti manusia yg hanya berpaling padanya pada masa sulit, sedih, sukar n yg sewaktu dengannya... (terasa akteli)
few months back, we lost ARWAH NUBLAN....
we grieved..
we moaned...
we cried...
we didnt forget that he died...but we forget the sharp feeling that we hd when we first hear the news...
the fear of death....
setiap ummat yg memliki rasa takut akan mati masih ader iman dihati...(heard this somewer)
i was like that... i forgot to remember that feeling..
the sharp strong emotion that rush the blood out...
iman bertambah dan berkurang... sukar bagi seseorg itu untuk mengekalkan imannya kerana manusia sering alpa dengan keindahan dunia yg terbentang...

few minutes ago.... my uncle died... n i had this rush feeling again...
n this time around, i wanted it to last...
for this feeling is what i need to keep me on the ground...
to wake me up..from the truth of life...

Al-Fatihah to uncle Zayuki...
forgiveness i seek and forgiveness i give for everything that we had within those 9 years i knew you...
for Him knows whats best... i pray for your soul to be blessed and placed with the org2 beriman...may you rest in peace.....
to my beloved aunty, i give you my heart and my strength for you to pull through this bitter moment in your life... what happen were only meant for us to go back to square one.. The Savior... lots of love...

3 comments:

mjbaik said...

Salam Takziah...

hani said...

lets juz pray for them..
kite kuat kn..=)

Baizura said...

takziah fatin..