Monday, November 16, 2009

memoirs of music...

I was reading Izyan's post when it makes me wanting to write this post..

i didnt come from a family of music...but i do get interested in music at my early days of life... songs would be a great instrument to recap my life, occasionally...

westlife songs...esp flying without wings
i kinda grew up with westlife.. i remember almost all the songs that they sung..called me lame i dont care..i really think they had a great voice with wonderful songs.. i remember there's a poster of them that got me into a first and last fight with my i-love-you forever friend, tie. stupidity of a 6th grader i would
and i remember ayah has to pay for all the cd's.. and had to listen to westlife songs all the way back from kl - kb or the other way round.. not to mention the screaming, out-of-pitch vibratos and everything that me n my sister was a good memory though..makes me realized how i miss to had the 7-hours drive again.even after we've done it like thousands times..
flying without wings itself...reminds me of my sister so-called girl-band singing in front of n of course, the one that we have in kms..credits to nina for the excellent guitar chord...

not sure of the song title that goes like this "pogi pokan, naek basikal, tongah hari" and so on and on... dad.. he had this clear vision on how to keep us awake in the car.. so...remember all the stupid lyrics that we came up with..? i sure really2 miss you guys so much..(i'm starting to cry even just by writing this..sob2)

enggan - fauziah latif
not sure if my family and cousin would remember but back then, when we used to do karaoke at my house, i would sing this song and had a perfect know how the LD player had this karaoke evaluating thingy where it measures your singing..
and i remember all the crap i sung...obviously, perfect score went to the drag

dimana malumu- melly goeslow
ingat x lagu niiiiiiiiiiii!!!! first and las time i would talk about it,...
for any of you guys who watch the ada apa dengan cita the movie, remember the first part of the movie where the girls danced to a song in the bedroom..? well, the wonderful me and along and kak long and kak emie and kak wanie and sya re-do it! haha!~ it was hilarious but i still remember least, the hands part..
i miss all the singing and time sthat we had especially on the car rides with only the 5 or 6 of us singing to siti's melly or kris.. miss you guys badly...

negaraku - d'melodious
the first song that i can play with violin. miss those orchestra bits...

leaving on the jet plane- jet, tomorrow-avril
izyan arif.. i think this song brought us to where we are today...i'll remember all the times we spent on these songs.. love you n love you forever

when you're gone - avril
e-in, i still am crying for everytime i hear the song..hope you enjoy the movie we made and the song fits very well.. love you dear
proud - dbsk
syamin, lagu ni make you fall in love with them dont you..miss to rock the world of E002 with their songs..muahahah
more than words
i heard you play so much songs before and after..however, you still got me on the more than words on your birthday.. a short 30 seconds that reminds me so much of you..
'ape yg penting kerjasame, talifon berbunyi"
hahahaha!~ cant stop laughing.. this one goes to asilah and gja..the two kids that cheer my life up!

there are quite a number of songs that really portrays me..
some can be tell like what i did above and some are just too precious to be shared.
hope not only song will bring us together..

miss my life..

Friday, November 13, 2009

Gravity..keeping the faith

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

hope to see you guys again.
as one.
always keep the faith.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I miss him

i was in the library and suddenly, an old man fall from his seat.
my heart pounded so hard..i thought he had a heart attack or something similar..
i rushed to him and saw blood all over his left eyes..
he had cuts all over his face and hands..
seriously i dont know how he got the cuts when he only fall onto the carpet.
maybe he's old..
his skin is vulnerable...
i put some bandage and wiped his blood..
i saw some old cuts all over his hand, face, fingers..

when i returned to my seat. i was thinking..
he reminds me of him..
a man that i love and miss up until today..
its been 8 years and one month..
hope your soul is blessed there..

forever love and miss you,
my Tok Ayah..